An inner struggle.

I have always had trouble with a the big decisions in life. Boy it is so easy to get comfortable where you are and it is easy not to have to decide. That is until the gnawing gets to you and you must process all info and make that choice. I have in the past wondered why the things that are important to me aren't at the top of God's to do list. Waiting on God is a necessary thing to do. But God did create us as people who can think for ourselves. Can we please God and make a decision without waiting on His opinion to be known? IF we are following Him we are already moving in His direction. IF we have some traveling experience with God we will start thinking like Him. It will be 20 years next Sept 23 that Sheila and I have been married. Wow 20 years! Their are some things that I still guess about when it comes to how she thinking and our relationship is pretty good. To know what God is thinking I need to spend time with Him. Most people don't have a great relationship with God but they still want to know what God wants them to do. They think it would be great if a Trip-tic for their life would be dropped out of the sky into their lap and they would be happy. But as Teenagers they didn't like the decisions that were made for them so why should that change anything from here on out. God gave us a wonderful gift called a brain, and we can use it to follow the direction that He is going or we can make the decision not to follow him. How much easier does it have to be. Pray, research, follow and make the decision! Then afterward you can second guess yourself!!!